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New day, not with new hope

 It's a new day.  Something still hurts me like hell.  Something made me insecure.  I don't know how to react in these days. I hate or I love I give my full effort. But how can I hate someone whom I like? Every video says treat them the way you've been treated How? I mean how can I be rude to someone? The urge to say thousand emotions  Still keeping mouth shut Is it not a skill?? The universe plays same game, With Same techniques, different rule Still the hit and trial method is fail Everytime I make same mistakes  Differently with different logics Everytime the strongest, independent girl Losing her self-esteem  Constantly made me realise  Am I good enough? Am I not healed yet? Why me always? Honestly, The answer to this question  Is different every time. That I am stubborn and immature  Enough to not learning.

Exploring self❤️๐Ÿ”

      Isn't it a very strange thing that we make same mistakes repeatedly ๐Ÿ” until the final lesson. Sometimes we don't even understand the other person as well as our thought process. They are completely different individuals and they know about their lives. Sometimes our insecurities prevails over your loyalty and love. Love makes a person free, you know that.  But but but, be the priority, plan A and the best choice of someone's life not the option. People come to our life with so many intentions. Understand and learn from those things and move on. The right thing will fall into the safe place. Devine will take care of your life. Be grateful for those you have never get and for those you have❤️ Love Miracle.
 Let me write a brand new story.๐Ÿ™ˆ❤️

finding love in someone's eye.

  Na jane kahan tha Kahan Aa Gaya Bas sama gaya  meri ankhon mein Bahat sare batein Hui Jese woh mere kahin purana kissa Mein Jo kisse dhund  Rahi thi khud ka Mil Gaya jese uski hasin se Fir se pyar huaa Kaise hua na pata Jor sor se dhadki Dil Bayan na kar payi Woh Chand ki tarah he Mein dekhti reh gayi Uske hasin se yun hi pighal gayi Firse nazre mili, Gupt gu kuch hua Na keh payi use  Pyar hai bahat Likin kismat pe  Ab bharosa Nehi.

Mistakes

I had forgotten the last wish That i wished to be fulfilled. There were some days they wished for me For remembering me  about lost path  Convinced me to dream  the left dreams Excused me  for my every mistake. Those days i was wrong, For my ignorance  towards them I was tring  to solve something  Those were not  meant for me. I was Scared about  own decision  Wished my destiny  would come for me forever  I was searching  those not for me Those wishes were  turned to late wishes Now they also believe  in Late wish In spite of they know me  better than myself But,they say just  opposite to their view And pretend to be  unknown for me. Sometimes i just wish  to say them a simple word 'sorry'  To show my regret, respect  and love for them And make a wish  which may be turn into a reality.

Countdown

One ,two ,three.. Let's assume  infinity is nearer to us,  Start the countdown,   i will let you count  but ll glad to see your reactions  while completing hundred. And i remember the times  of hundreds..  then you will again start  from one two three..... and then hundred. The stars  will seem nearer to us, I can Feel your every pause and realise commas in my  every unfinished line to Respect you more. Then we will think  We were very near to infinity  You'll ask me to start counting  Like following your foot steps  In the ocean Then I'll start like...  one two three till hundred... Like i write , erase again write erase  Then finally decide to write  Realizing that counting the  uncountables are easy,  when we measure the numbers  in the units of hopes and Dreams. And follow the dimensions fof  happiness and peace. Then it's easy. So Let's count the numbers,  In terms of ...

Dream, life and love

Can you let me write  Those craving feelings  You hide inside your diary  and accept the monotony  Of life so easily and carefully. Looking the pages  what scared you the most Each time you read those. I can't appreciate you much For accepting so beautifully them. You win in your battle  Of your dreams Without  even counting the attempts But failed many Random times  you have tried. I respect you for your honesty  With myself and yourself too. Let me dream those  Unfinished dreams Of sweetest voices of poems And feel the most Loving feelings of the story.