New day, not with new hope

 It's a new day. 

Something still hurts me like hell.

 Something made me insecure. 

I don't know how to react in these days.

I hate or I love I give my full effort.

But how can I hate someone whom I like?

Every video says treat them the way you've

been treated

How?

I mean how can I be rude to someone?

The urge to say thousand emotions 

Still keeping mouth shut

Is it not a skill??

The universe plays same game,

With Same techniques, different rule

Still the hit and trial method is fail

Everytime I make same mistakes 

Differently with different logics

Everytime the strongest, independent girl

Losing her self-esteem 

Constantly made me realise 

Am I good enough?

Am I not healed yet?

Why me always?

Honestly, The answer to this question 

Is different every time.

That I am stubborn and immature 

Enough to not learning.


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