New day, not with new hope
It's a new day. Something still hurts me like hell. Something made me insecure. I don't know how to react in these days. I hate or I love I give my full effort. But how can I hate someone whom I like? Every video says treat them the way you've been treated How? I mean how can I be rude to someone? The urge to say thousand emotions Still keeping mouth shut Is it not a skill?? The universe plays same game, With Same techniques, different rule Still the hit and trial method is fail Everytime I make same mistakes Differently with different logics Everytime the strongest, independent girl Losing her self-esteem Constantly made me realise Am I good enough? Am I not healed yet? Why me always? Honestly, The answer to this question Is different every time. That I am stubborn and immature Enough to not learning.